Inochi ni Kirawarete Iru (Hated by Life Itself)

| Sabtu, 21 April 2018
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“Do not say things like ‘I want to die’
Instead say things like, ‘I’ll live without giving up.’”
But I think it’s rather ridiculous to sing of only such socially acceptable things
Honestly speaking, I couldn’t care less if I died, but it would make me sad if the people around me did
Part of my ego always says, “so don’t let that happen”
It’s become the norm to criticize others
And to not give a damn whether or not they live or die as a result
To “live in peace” while continue to do so
Would be something truly wonderful, wouldn’t it?
On the other side of the computer screen someone kills themselves
And then someone sings a song of mourning
And then, having been inspired, another young boy
Grabs a knife and runs off
We are hated by life itself
Always forcing our ideals and values onto others, singing of wanting someone else to just die and
Being able to easily broadcast that hate over the internet
We are hated by life itself
Carelessly saying how much we want to die and
Taking our lives for granted — I too am hated by life itself
I have no money so once again today I spend all my time making songs that glorify my own indolence
Having given up on finding the meaning of life, aware of my own incompetence, I sighed
I wonder if it’s enough to have only the word “loneliness” to explain so much pain
Holding on to nothing but my obstinacy, once again today I’m laying alone in my bed
Those of us who are but young boys will have to become adults one of these days
We’ll all eventually grow old and wither and decay like fallen leaves, no longer remembered by even a single person
Granted immortal souls, we will live and die and live again
I still fantasize about such fictional beliefs…
I couldn’t care less if I died
Nevertheless, the people around me want me to keep living
Living my whole life with contradicted feelings is surely something I’ll regret
“The acceptable things ought to remain acceptable”
“If you want to keep living then just don’t die”
They say we’ll all be sad at the end, so for now
You gotta keep making your own happiness
We are hated by life itself
Self-fulfillment? I can’t even begin to grasp such a concept, so instead I’ll blame my circumstances on what I was born with
It’s easy to always condemn our pasts isn’t it
We are hated by life itself
We love frequenting the word “goodbye” but we have no true understanding of real farewells — you too are hated by life itself
Happiness, parting, affection, as well as friendship
Only in the most foolish and whimsical dreams can these specialties be bought with money
Perhaps I’ll go and kill myself tomorrow!
Because perhaps everything I did in life was for naught!
In the morning or the night, in spring or in autumn
Nothing changes; someone else, somewhere else dies
I don’t need anything reminiscent of aspirations or a future
Because if you keep living then that’s more than enough for me
You see — this is exactly the reality we should want to sing about
We are hated by life itself
Eventually we all die one day
You will and so will I — just like fallen leaves we’ll wither and decay one day
Even so, I’m desperate to keep living
I’ll live desperately cherishing my life
Go on; keep your head up; smile; hold on
Live, live, live, live — I will!

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